That Moment When..

You wonder what more you could have done…
What could you take back? Rewind. And redo.
Could you have been a better friend or sister?
Would it matter? Would it change things?</p>


I hoped I never had to feel that way. Or be asking myself those questions.
But here I am…
Wishing I could have done more for Jake.

(We tried to always be near Jake. No matter where his life took him. And even after.)

“Some day we’ll fall down and weep, and we’ll understand it all. All things.”

(I found this chat from awhile back when Jake was venting about something. Needless to say after I found this I cried for hours.)

“I suppose in the end, the whole of life becomes an act of letting go, but what always hurts the most is not taking a moment to say goodbye.”